I HATE YOU

Hate seeing you suffer;

Hate witnessing you gradually being crushed.

When you know the truth, you remain

zipped.

Given the fact is already in front of you, slapping you, you stay unmoved.

You always act as if you know nothing;

Pretending to be okay when you’re not.

I don’t know if you already used to being too insensitive with yourself,

But I hate the way you do it with all your might.

It’s so disgusting seeing you pretending so well.

You’re too hard on yourself, honey.

Why not quit when it’s too exhausting?

Why not complain when you’re hurting?

Why not shout and cry your pain?

Why not stand up and speak?

Why stay?

Are you having fun with the twinge?

Isn’t it easier to express your feelings than suppressing it inside?

Learn to communicate, know when to say no.

Learn to resist when you feel it’s not good for you.

In the end, it’s you and your choice that matter.

I hate you.

Hate the way you look; the way you act; the way you speak.

Hate the way you smile while making me convinced it is true.

Our laughter makes me wonder when your last cry was.

This kind of curiosity made me realize one thing:

I hate you A LOT, because I care.

I want you to change.

Not because I don’t like you, but because I love you.

I want you to really get well and feel better.

I want you to be truly happy and forget the reason of your sadness.

I wanna help you define your worth.

You deserve it, my dear.

I will be here for you through thick and thin.

Always remember this:

“Nobody will love you like I do.”

-Your Soul.

KAbkd