Who Deserves More?

The one who claimed his love before letting you go, or the one who is always afraid of losing you?

Many people say that you will know if it is true love when someone is willing to set you free for you to be happy, even if he's no longer the reason of your happiness.

But, how do you choose someone who has already given up?

And there are those people who asserted that if he fears losing you, he truly loves you.

IDIOCY.

Not all people who are afraid of losing you truly love you.
Not everyone who chooses you are really into you.
Not all that seems happy being with you really feel that way.
Not all of them are genuine with their feelings.
Maybe there are certain people in your life right now who stick with you and want you to stay.

Wanna know why? Simple.

Because they are coward. .
They are afraid of trying and failing again.
They hate being alone.
They can’t accept the fact that their lives are in mess.
They want to prove that they are not biggest losers.
They show to the world that they are absolutely fine and lucky.

While the truths are-

They are currently fighting for depression;
They are lonely;
They’ve been hurt.
They are JUST in denial.
And this is the worse part for they have made you feel like you're the luckiest person on Earth.

You want their whole presence - not just physically but also emotionally, mentally, and even spiritually.
You want them fully yet you have no clue on what’s going on for they keep putting a good show.
Then you’ll just be surprised one day, they disappear.

For what reason?

INTOLERABLE BURDEN INSIDE -
because nobody can deceive true feelings.

Then all they do is apologizing for giving you false hope.
Not knowing that regretting cannot fix what has already broken.
That it hurts to be rejected by someone you love.
It is very hard to stand on your feet after knowing the sad truth.
But there’s nothing more painful than making someone glide into an imaginary sea.
It’s the worst feeling ever to wake up and fall hard from the highest fantasy.

So, if that'd be the case,
Neither of them is deserving.

Always choose GENUINE LOVE, among others.
Love over wealth; Love over comfort; Love over security.
You should not settle for less.
You must be willing to wait.
For love that is authentic, there will be no categories to choose. 
All of these – WITHOUT ASKING- will be given to you unconditionally.

Kung Bakit Ako Sumulat

Mahal ko,

Kamusta?
Pasensya na, naistorbo na naman kita.
Ginabi ka na naman ng uwi, panigurado pagod ka na.
Gusto lang sana kitang makausap. Busy ka ba?

Kwentuhan mo naman ako ng araw mo.
Kahit saglit lang; kahit na ano.
Napagalitan ka na naman ba ng boss mo?
Si Jay, hinatid ka ba niya hanggang sa bahay nyo?
Kumusta kayo, di ka ba nya niloloko?
Ngapala, nakita kong binigyan ka n'ya ng puting rosas noong araw ng mga puso?
'Di ba iyon yung paborito mo?
Kwentuhan mo naman ako.

Gusto ko lang naman malaman ang estado mo.
O kahit malaman ko lang mga ginagawa mo.
Huwag kang mag-alala!
Kung may problema ka, nandito lang ako.
Kakargahin ko 'yang pasan-pasan mo, o kahit ikaw pa mismo.
Kung nasasaktan ka, naku, sanay na 'ko.
Tulad ng dati, sasaluhin ko lahat ng luha sa mga mata mo.
Pero sana ngayong araw, masaya ka.
Dahil bibilangin ko kung ilang beses lumabas yang biloy sa mga pisngi mo.
Kung gusto mo, iguguhit ko pa bawat pag-ngiti mo.
Tapos ibibigay ko mga obra ko - 'pag nagkita tayo.

O, napangiti na naman kita.
Huwag kang masyadong kiligin, baka ma-inlove ka sakin.
Demanding ako masyado, kaya mo ba 'kong mahalin?
Kaya mo bang magmahal ng dalawa -
Yung kalahati ng puso mo sa kanya, yung

kalahati sa akin?
Sige ka, saka si Jay, baka magselos siya.
Tama nang nag-uusap tayong dalawa,
Baka hanggang doon lang talaga.

O sya, ala-una na pala ng umaga, matulog ka na.
Napuyat na naman kita. Pasensya na.
Kausapin mo nalang ako 'pag may ibang oras ka.
Mag-iingat ka palagi. Mahal kita.

PS: Sana balang-araw ipakilala mo ko kay Jay, 'pag handa ka na.

Nagmamahal,

KAbkd